just readed it all, almost having tears dropping from my eyes wow.
hope its gonna turn out well![]()
just readed it all, almost having tears dropping from my eyes wow.
hope its gonna turn out well![]()
@seafunk
I've read this whole topic, and i'm shocked. I wasn't using your bot at all, but I really like your work and comunity you have build. I wish you best of luck to win this shit action initiated by bli$$.
Anyway - if there are so many talented programmers in germany (all bots for D3 i know are developed by germans) that want to sell their bli$$ related bots, why you just don't do that outside Germany? You will be sued - its 100% guarnatee. I can take responsibility for producing and selling a bot, because i'm from Poland and there is no such law as in germany to be sued for such a thing. So if someone want to develop new bot - talk with some polish, russian or czech guys, so you will avoid bli$$ lawhammer in future.
Oh you two, you don't know how much it means to me to hear people actually care. This past month has been hell on earth for me. Mania was swapped with mixed state, I haven't found the energy to seek welfare, haven't paid my rent, currently relying on my family for food. The psychotic break messed with my head big time. Things looked as if they were going relatively well there after blizzard had seemingly turned their back to me...
Just to return, for the 2nd time, on the very day I was gonna start sales. Yay.
I really couldn't give a flying **** about the money, the only reason I ever asked any money for it was to be able to keep coding. Using the bot would've been much smarter and probably would'nt have earned me a law suit either. It just seems so ****ing unjust, endlessly unjust. I guess I kinda understand that the sale could be criticized on a large scale. But what's happening here is just overwhelming. I will have to get someone to speak out for me, an advisor lol. As ridiculous as it sounds. Probably gonna be my daughter's mum, who has also been suffering like crazy under these worries (she is a lot more worried than I am). Even my daughter is noticing this by now and I assume it's very taxing. As if life hasn't been taxing enough for a whole decade during those first 3.3 years.
I don't think my lawyers are really out to help me anymore either, probably due to reading some of the stuff I wrote and my generally "unstructured"/"disorganized" nature. Maybe I'm just paranoid, but I've heard this happen plenty of times. One of them called me and mumbled something about Blizzard calling up and me needing to get in touch with him urgently. Can't say I really feel like it.
So next week I've got a date in my (former) uni hospital to get that mind of mine "taken care of" (wouldn't it be great if life were that easy?) If I can get my ass out of bed I'll try dragging it to the social welfare offices tomorrow. I'm in debt now, relying on others for food, always hungry, my skin and eyes constantly fighting against this nasty-ass fungal infection that's ognna have to be addressed systemically after all now. All this is so ****ing humiliating, especially needing my to tell my daughter all the ****ing time. "No Suki, I'm sorry we don't have money to go shopping". Ugh. I'm just glad she's only 3, this is bad enough as it is. Still really joping to turn things around for us, still countless offers for projects, still learnins tons of new stuff every day. FOr the past 3 days I've been getting into assembler, pretty much skipped c on the way.
While Blizzkrieg is dead, I will try to utilize these skills for my next project for sure. Actually planning to focus on performance optimization and some novel integration of self transforming machine code UI (that was the original plan for the evolution database as well, but was given up by my former partner pretty quickly. Can't say I feel the urge to support Blizzard with another project.) Right now I'm working on making a BitBlt function that is faster than the available API (pretty darn fast considering where the data is located and how it is organized for those who don't know). I am going to use the appropriate hardware level CPU operations. Unfortunately I feel AMD is limiting me a bit. This has become a lot more fun that the autohotkey coding I started with 5 months ago, eventhough there have been countless moments of frustrations when the table's presence was the only thing saving my monitor from the blow of my fist.
Btw in case I sound a bit whiney, I apologize for that. My family has been worrying far too much for me to keep talking like this, so I guess this is serving as a means to relieve some of the anger and frustration that ahs been building up. I always knew the world wasn't fair or just, but this has become so apparent now with this huge company wreaking havoc in my life. Ofc it's not all "Blizzard's fault". I have made the decision to code such a project, I've been the one who slipped into insanity. A lot is to blame on my decision making that has been bad from the very start of this project (for my whole life really lol) and a lot more is to blame on this ****ing disease. I never thought it had the potential to do so much damage in such a short amount of time, especially not during the "up"-phase. Neither did I think a gaming company would be this merciless. Well it IS a company after all neither those nor snow storms are known for their exceptional humanism.
Btw probably the worst part is seeing large companies which had time to build or even individuals who are in their right mind fend these legal attacks off. I jsut met the guy who founded and partly owns private Frostmourne (so he said, I'm not very familiar with pvt servers. Just know that one is huge). He fended Blizz's lawyers off. Bossland is still able to sell. Wtf, HB and co. read process memory?! Yeah better not think about the word "fair" or I'll be reminded of that threat to be sent to prison that my home country ordered in favor of a multimillion dollar company which claims I'm damaging them... Lol **** this.
You have my respect mate.
Bury harddrives in woods, or keep a very powerful magnet around![]()
Hey man,
Just registered to give you my support. I hope everything works out for you.
Try to make it work with your lawyers, they're supposed to help you.
Take care of your daughter. Maybe try to code non potentially infringing stuff.
Try not to beat yourself up about how you are, just try to make the best of it.
good luck